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16 April 1988
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Still I wear the red dress, paint my toes & twirl.
Take it back to old times, back when I was still a little girl.

Art and love are the same thing;
It's the process of seeing yourself
In things that are not you.

Hi :]. I'm Samn [like damn]. I'm 20 years young. I live in Anderson but my heart belongs to Chicago & Santa Monica, California. I have 2 jobs. My main job is as a cashier at B-Dubs. My 2nd job is as an Official ChaCha Text Guide! :]. I'm not stick thin nor will I ever be. It's alright to have curves, girlies. I hang out with all kinds of people. I, unlike most girls, can hang out with a group of guys by myself & not expect anything out of it. In other words, I like being "one of the guys". Music is major to me. I listen to everything except country, although I listen to heavy metal, hardcore & rock the most. I love going to shows & seeing amazing bands right before my eyes. I have been kissed by Jimmy Urine [MSI]. I'm Arachnophobic, Tetanophobic, & Pee-Wee-Herman-a-phobic. I'm very orally fixated. I love body modification; it's beautiful. I will one day be a professional tattoo artist & body piercer. I have 7 piercings, 3 of which are in my face & I’m getting more. I realize this makes me different. I get funny looks sometimes. It’s not a big deal, it’s my choice. How could having a few extra details on me be so bad? To me it’s art; beauty; self expression. I love it; I’m not going to change for anyone. Life is short & I’m going to enjoy my skin while I’m in it.

I'm very shy in person until you get to know me. I procrastinate & I don't drive. I don't try to impress anyone. I'm just trying to be myself & find my place in this hectic world. [Save the cheerleader, save the world]. I live for thrill rides like roller coasters & you can get me to go on pretty much anything, even things that spin outrageously. I feel the most myself while watching a severe thunderstorm at night. I like gruesome things & I have a very morbid sense of humor. I can have a dirty mouth & I'll probably talk about the nastiest stuff you can think of. I have no shame in talking about bowel movements. I believe in ghosts & aliens. I was born on a Friday. I don't know my biological father, and I don't care to. My [step]dad always has been and always will be my father. My mom is blind in one eye & can’t see out of the other. It’s okay, don’t say you’re sorry. Being brought up by her has taught me to never take what you have for granted. I should have been named Ellie Mae coz I love animals & animals love me. I am obsessed with kangaroos, sharks and octopuses. Although black is my favorite color, I think bright colors are lovely. I’ll pick a purple ink pen over black any day. I'm the girl that comes out of art class covered in paint; I love art & I love getting messy doing it. My favorite artist would probably be Salvador Dali. I love photography also. My Minolta X-370 is my pride & joy. I'm not a very confident person but my confidence has skyrocketed over the past couple of years & I owe it to my friends & the bands I used to follow. I smile & laugh when I don't know what to say. I grind my teeth in my sleep & when I'm spacing off. I don't know why, I just do. I'm always smiling & I'm really nice. I’m a major cuddle monster & I bet I can cuddle better than you :]. I’m fun-loving, but I’m a girl, so be careful. So get to know me, love me, hate me, do whatever you please. I'm not a fan of drama so save it for someone else. The end <3

I Have Seen The World In Chaos & All Its Beauty.
Now I Wonder Which I Prefer.
Seems The World Is More Real In Crisis.
But It Still Amazes Me How Many People Don't Know Who They Are


And shepherds we shall be, for thee my Lord for thee.
Power hath descended forth from thy hand,
That our feet may swiftly carry out thy command.
We shall flow a river forth to thee,
& teeming with souls shall it ever be.
In nomine patris, et filii, et spiritus sancti.